Personal 130

I'm realizing at times my nafs (inner self) needs to just stay strong & think positively through every situation I happen to go through in'sha'Allah - right now it's extremely hard but I have no control over anything since it's souly for the sake of Allah but I'm just trying to stay patient. Sometimes it seems like it's a war between my brain & heart but the soldiers are all exhausted. May Allah bestow patience on all of us through our personal struggles! Ameen <3