Allah Knows Best

Asalamu alaykum warahmatuallahi wabarakatu

Subhan'Allah where to start?

I've been going through Ups and downs lately, and they've been increasing tremendously.

Seems like everything is going wrong, and I'm lost.

I like to think of myself as a believer, a muminah, a muslimah but sometimes my actions portray otherwise, like ANGER really gets me and I'm at the Shaytaan's command. I'm not known to be an angry person at all but as soon as things build up my patience decreases. I'm scared I'll get high blood pressure from this, authobillah.

It's awful and upsetting, but only way to change it is to apply what is said in the Quran & Sunnah, and make dua for better days and for Allah to take me away from the fitnah I'm constantly in. &Allah knows best.

And We indeed tested those who were before them. And Allaah will certainly make (it) known (the truth of) those who are true, and will certainly make (it) known (the falsehood of) those who are liars, (although Allaah knows all that before putting them to test)”

[al-‘Ankaboot 29:2-3]

I really dislike being accused of something that I did not do, just as much as the next person. But may allah increase me in patience. ameen.

It's just always hard being faced with trials after trials.

And certainly, We shall test you with something of fear, hunger, loss of wealth, lives and fruits, but give glad tidings to As‑ Saabiroon (the patient).

Building a strong and firm stand against Shaytaan and winning the battle is what I need to work on, because sometimes when injustices has been done, justices won't ever come..so you just have to patient. May Allah allow me to apply this in my life, ameen

“And worship your Lord until there comes unto you the certainty (i.e. death)”

[al-Hijr 15:99]

Certainly that is the plan, I try very hard to increase my IMAN (faith) BUT when it gets shot down over an act against me or a statement which offends me, I tend to get angry and upset especially if I'm being attack from different people all at once!..SubhanAllah,

may Allah increase this Ummah in the numbers of pious muslims,

Ameen

“Verily, those who are Al-Muttaqoon (the pious), when an evil thought comes to them from Shaytaan (Satan), they remember (Allaah), and (indeed) they then see (aright)”

[al-A’raaf 7:201]

May Allah allow us all to be among those who are Al-Muttaqoon.

Ameen

InshaAllah APPLY what I have spoken about and use the Ayat of The Quran as a guide map to

JANNAH, & protection from the one we hate most Shaytan (The Devil).

p.s make dua for me, jazakuallah kair =)

The One in Need of Allah The Exalted,

Qawlan Saqeela