"Whoever treads on a path in search of Islamic knowledge, Allah will ease the way to Paradise for him. The angels will lower their wings, pleased with this seeker of knowledge, and everyone in the heavens and on earth will ask forgiveness for the knowledgeable person, even the fish in the deepest of waters will ask for his forgiveness” [Abu Dawud, Ibn Majah, Tirmidhi # 2835-sahih hadith]
Sunday, April 10, 2011
Personal 104
As a human I try to be as kind & compassionate towards those who are close to me and help them through there problems, but often times I just always feel left to the side once I need the help..ajeeb.Today I'm really feeling like I only have Allah alhamdulilahh because my day hasn't been going well; I'm usually a happy person alhamdulilah but I don't know maybe it's the shaytaan making me think this but when I need help or something of that nature the people I can rely on become smaller then the amount of fingers I have on one hand, subhanAllah. Not trying to praise myself but if anything was happening to anyone of my friends I would be there for them or try to help them any way I can..I just don't feel that it's mutual you know? Maybe I need to cut some people out of my life for good because it's becoming a waste of my time to be around them and I don't benefit from some of them at all, but I do give them dawah or try to talk about deen. Wallahu Alam. I don't think I've found that friend that's the friend I am to others, which is something I wish I could find sighh. No doubt I'm so grateful to Allah that I can count on Him for anything & everything in my life. Making a change to begin by letting only Allah be my only friend & then choose the right companions on the way who Fear Allah in'sha'Allah; I'm also going to make a list of all the books to read & study thos summer =) I really can't wait in'sha'Allah. I'm done letting others think my kindness is a weakness and start caring about my priorities over others in this life & the next tabarkAllah <3
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