Saturday, January 15, 2011

Personal 55

The years go by and by age I grow older & more wiser, and sadly start realizing more & more that nothing lasts forever, everything has a start & end. Anything from a beautiful well cherished friendship to life it's self. Everything has it's end. I feel like I need to start to appreciate the time I spend alone because everyone goes through events in life that make you realize something new that you would have never known without having gone through it. Being more grateful to Allah is huge, because Allah is he who controls when my end is and he is all-knowing all-seeing. SubhanAllah nothing in this life matters except faith and striving to be close to Allah. Allah would never judge you or isolate you or ignore you. Allah is there for us when we don't think of him. Allah takes care of us, and just to make my point clear ,everyone that surrounds us in our everyday life is only going to be there for just a while until they decide to move on, go on towards different paths in life & you no longer are apart of their lives. Those friends you say "hey we used to be great friends" & there's just this awkward . . . at the end of your thought letting you know that it was the past and that's where it should be left. Allah isn't going to be here for just a while or for only a couple of years, but NO your whole lifetime the only true companion we have is Allah(swt). No one knows us better then he, & so why do we not acknowledge that he's there watching over us & taking care of us, giving us more then our parents could and loving us more then they do! SubhanAllah [ more then your mother's love] I just feel like I need everyone to think about this, would you drop the friends you have now for Allah(swt)? Would you ignore Allah for your friends? where's your heart at? & for Allah will you change? -- My soul is feeling so many things at this point of time & I just wish I could do so much more in my life, but it's true it will never be enough but that will never stop me from striving, secretly or openly Allah should be our first priority over any human who will just ignore us or harm us emotionally, physically, mentally. Just think about it, it will open up your heart and mind In'Sha'Allah.

May Allah increase us all in iman(faith) & taqwa(fear of Allah) & forgive us our sins & shortcomings.Ameeen.

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